I saw her at the train station.

She was reading...a picture of perfect poise and serenity.

Life is funny sometimes...When you are thinking of someone all the time, what goes on in your mind is quite fantastical...

You think about what you want to tell her when you actually meet...

Going through the motions in your head, you visualise and imagine what you'd do if you really see her again...

And yet when you finally see the person who has been on your mind all this time, you are unable to react accordingly...and you may even be at a loss for words.

I know...because I've experienced it today.

For the longest time, I've been thinking of someone...an Angel from the past...the light that fills me in my darkest moments...Many times, I am simply overwhelmed by a deluge of emotion when the memories come back to me...When life was as empty as a vacuum, the times that we spent together gave me strength and hope...

I guess I'm just very, very happy to see that she is well...and that she's doing ok in school and stuff...I've always prayed for her to be blessed and protected...and to have beauty and peace follow her wherever she goes...In a sense, seeing her today seems to be the strongest affirmation of this prayer.

When she came to talk to me, I felt really blessed...She really melted me...and I really felt something pure and warm coming from deep inside my heart. I've hurt her in the past...yet she spoke to me as if all the crazy things that I've done to her never took place...for that, I am grateful and moved.

I believe in Providence...What happens after today, I shall leave it to fate. If destiny dictates that our paths shall cross again, I'd be really happy.

If not, she is always on my mind...and I will continue doing what I have been doing for the longest time...Thinking of her...Missing her...

and praying that she will be blessed.