The Shrine Of The Heart

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Lyrics

Here are some beautiful words that I found to be really, really meaningful:

"Realise that life goes fast/ it's hard to make the good things last/...realise the sun don't go round, it's just an illusion caused by the world...spinning round."
-Flaming Lips, "Do You Realise

" Don't wanna wake up alone anymore/ still believing you'll walk through my door..../ all I need is to know it's for sure/ That I'll give...All the love in the world."
-The Corrs, "All The Love In The World"

" If I could, then I would, I will go wherever you will go/ way up high, or down low/ I'll go wherever you will go."
-The Calling, " Wherever You Will Go"

“为你付出那种深情你永远不了解,我又何苦面勉强自己爱上你的一且。”
- 李胜杰, 痴心绝对

" Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk."
-Kelly Clarkson, "Because Of You"

" Tears in my eyes/but I do not cry/ I used to get lost in your eyes/...it seemd that I can't leave a day without you.../ closing my eyes...you chased my thoughts away...to a place where I am blinded by the light/ but it's not right..."
-Michelle Branch, "Goodbye To You"

"...And I don't want the world to see me/ cos I don't think that they'd understand.../when everything's made to be broken...I just want you to know who I am."
-Googoo Dolls, "Iris"

" They say that the road ain't no place to start a family/ right down the line it's between you and me/ and loving a music man ain't always what it supposed to be../ I'm forever yours...Faithfully"
-Journey, "Faithfully"

" Without you within me, I cant find my way..."
-Backstreet Boys, "Incomplete"

" Even when I dream of you/ the sweetest dream will never do."
-Aerosmith, " I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing"

Went for salsa last night...Another brilliant session...music was bad though...Spanish covers of Enrique Iglesias songs. Horribly tacky and cheesy. I realise that the salsa gals have a really bad habit. When they want the guys to hold them close, they always say, " Don't be afraid, I won't bite..." Everybody says it, so after a while it gets irritating! I mean, of course I know you wouldn't bite me. I am not some ignorant one-year old child. Neither do I suffer from an irrational phobia of human teeth. The reason why I am refraining from being too close to you is:

a) You need to brush your teeth.

b) You give off static...and it is making the tiny hairs on my arm stand ( don't laugh, this actually happens)

c) I am really uncomfortable because your boyfriend is watching us, and I can't make it seem like I am enjoying our dance, even if I am...)

d) You are too tall and if I am too close to you, my nose will be touching your boobs (applicable to my Caucasian dance partners.)

Anyway, something embarassing happened. I was really reluctant to dance with this gal who had a paikia bf...I guess my body language showed it...I was so tense and stiff during the dance. After one round, her bf turned and asked me jokingly, " Why? 我的公主不够美啊?" The whole class erupted in laughter.

Went to watch 小孩不笨2 with my Mum and Dad. We did not like it because it was too didactic and suffered from clumsy direction. I believe that Jack Neo is trying too hard to milk sentimentality and patois from his audience. Jack Neo's films are getting increasingly shallow and formulaic, and rely too heavily on suspension of disbelief. Not funny.

In contrast, I found Woody Allen's "Matchpoint" excellent. I went to catch it with Huiwen before she flew back to Australia. The story is about a sordid affair between a man and the woman who was to become his sister-in-law...It was a chilling portrayal of obsession and corruption. In the beginning, the protagonist, Chris , is full of noble ambitions and seeks to "make a contribution to society". However, he is trapped in a romantic entanglement with the sensual but dangerous Nola (played by the HOT Scarlett Johannasen). He is thus caught in a downward spiral that culminates in two tragic murders. I shall not spoil the ending:)

I believe that Matchpoint's strength lies in the intelligent script, which is redolent with irony and sardonic bleakness. The naunced performances of the cast imbued the film with deeper layers of complexity...Most of the cast were relative unknowns, but they managed a superb portrayal of the human condition. Scarlett J. was a stand out as the temperamental yet vulnerable Nola. The sombre backdrop of opera pieces infused the film with a deep and brooding atmosphere. The tone was dark, but Woody Allen ensured that it was finely balanced by spontaneous bursts of black humour. I found the torrid love scenes to be searing in their intensity...decadent, hedonistic and steeped in blind lust.

When comparing "Matchpoint" with 小孩不笨, I was struck by the enormous disparity in standards. The former was a sensitive film-noir with psychological depth while the latter was a clumsily assembled diatribe against our society's flaws. Having said that, I believe that 黄毅梁 gave a wonderful performance as an alienated ex-convict who struggles for acceptance, especially from his psychologically-enstranged son.

Voices in our community encourage us to support local films...but when you look at something as good as "Matchpoint", it is clear that we have a long way to go.

Went to shoot pool with Steph, Yinghua and Christine. It was fun hanging out with these cool and beautiful people...even though I got trounced by them so many times.

Currently reading Franz Kafka's Metamorphosis..an allegory on alienation and isolation...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Had a really, really hectic week.

Went for my first salsa lesson on Tuesday. It was as fun and cool as I had expected it to be...Initially, I was really uncomfortable at being physically intimate with a female stranger...I mean, even my mum doesn't draw me so close to her bosom...It did not help that Jason, my Dance Instructor, kept on telling the guys to put their hands where their partners' bra strap was...Every body was so embarassed and I was wondering why I had not signed up for something milder...like mime. My first dance partner smelled of cheap perfume and bacardi rum....and I had alot of trouble finding her "bra strap"...When she said, " Don't bother, I'm not wearing any." I felt a sudden urge to report sick...Luckily, my second partner was the beautiful Lina...I had a great lesson with her:)

I went for the Law Society's Law Conference cum Cocktail Party@ The Supreme Court on Thursday...Really amazed at the dismal state of the legal profession today. Many Law grads are not practising Law because of the high-stress lifestyle...which they feel is not very healthy...so many of them go and work as legal counsels (*yawnz*)...I was extremely bored by the Attorney-General's opening address because he was mumbling to himself the whole time. Panel discussion was great...that was where I learnt many things...For instance, you can speak lousy English and still be a Lawyer. Many of the speakers punctuated their sentences with "Las", "Lors" and "Lehs"..."Dowan" and "got meh?" were also prominently featured... Content was quite informative, but nothing that was not already inside the Conference Materials...Lunch was bagus...with Roast Beef, Grilled Shrimp and Paella in the menu...together with assorted cold cuts, fettucine pomordaro and mixed berry custard....simply brilliant. After lunch, everyone was sleepy and did not really pay attention to the speakers..pity though...because the admission fee for the event was like 156 bucks per person...There were lots of people asking questions...but the most hilarious one was a Punjabi from the Indian subcontinent...He was so cheem that even the panelists couldn't understand what he was saying...he was interrupted midway through his lispy ramble and politely asked to seat down...everyone was trying to be civilised and stifling their laughter...

As the youngest in the room, I attracted quite alot of attention.I n fact, two lawyers were talking about me and discussing the letter I wrote to the Straits Times Forum. I was pleased to accept their praise, even though they did not know that the writer was sitting behind them! A few lawyers came to talk to me during lunchtime and told me not to waste my time. "The Legal Profession is DEAD!!!! DEAD! I tell you", a grizzled old hand proclaimed, his stubby finger pointing at the sky, as if accusing the Heavens of not caring enough for the Earth's Lawyers...hahaha

Cocktail party was cool...so high-class and posh nosh...everyone was so atas....Free flow of white and red too! What a beautiful way to end the day...I guess this was the event everyone was waiting for.

Went for Dimsum lunch on Wednesday with my bunkies @ 龙门....greasy siew mai...prawns steeped in sodium benzoate...lethargic and uninspired food....and the honey-dew sago was a saccharine mess. It was no wonder that the place was not even an eighth filled during lunch time...Yuks.

Monday, February 13, 2006

Guys...I am back!!!!!

The Shrine was down for awhile...but now that the Guardian of The Shrine is happy again, it will be filled once more with quirky confessions and neurotic musings. Muahaha....not to mention cute photos in which you can see my happy boy-boy smile!!!!

Anyway, good things that have happened, or are going to happen in my life:

1) I have decided to embark on a great new career as a food writer (*applause and wolf-whistles*)....so look forward to reading my work soon!

2) I am going to begin my salsa lessons in earnest on Feb 14!!!! Thus, I would be yet another step closer towards fulfilling the Five-year plan I wrote some months back.

3) I will be going to Bintan in March to chill with some very close friends (i.e. The Bitch Coy)

4) I am organising this coming Wednesday's (15th Feb) special lunch to Tung Lok...pity Brian can't come.

5) I am finally clearing! ORD Loh!

6) My driving licence will come two days after getting my pink i/c. Thank you very much Mr Tester!

7) My Mum's backache is finally easing! I was so worried for her....turns out she did not have a slip disc! The Doctor just said she needed to lose some weight and quit falling asleep while watching Korean DVDS....Thank God.

8) I have acquired a cool new tan...now I only need rock hard-abs and a killer hairdo to be a dropdead gorgeous surfer Greek God. Oh, and I have to figure out how to put on my contacts without the excessive and unnecessary tearing....And if possible grow a few more inches...and lose my squeaky voice...and learn how to surf...and speak Greek.

9) I am starting a food blog! Keep you guys posted!!!

10) I have found God.